Yesterday

I know that when I blog about yesterday that I am a little behind, but I was so tired last night, I couldn't think straight to write about my day. It was a good kinda tired because yesterday was a great day.

I started off the day with a 6:30 AM meeting with Chris H. He is an early bird so I follow suit on Tuesdays. It is such a great kick to the day. Chris gets me fired up about the future. The structure changes that he is helping me to come up with and implement is going to take Crossroads Church so far as the we grows. It is an exciting thing to think about!

After that I hurried home to be sure my girls were taken care off, then off to the office. Had a great time with the Lord before heading to Washington, PA for a big meeting with our state director of church planting. Things went super with Tim B. and I headed back to Morgantown in high spirits.

Then I met with Ian R. for the rest of the afternoon and we talked about the future of the worship team and what God was up to in Ian's life - also good and exciting stuff. Then Ian and I went to the store with Patsy (male) to get him (Patsy) coffee and other groceries.

Then I booked it home to get a quick run in before a date with my wife been a long time in coming). I was in a hurry and was also hurting (my esophagus has been hurting since the race on Friday night - not cool - makes it hard to eat after running - not sure what is going on, but I have decided to take a break from running for a few weeks and just ride my bike for awhile - see what happens) so I only ran for 30:37.

After my run, Becky and I went out to Olive Garden together thanks to Gretchen E. Thanks Gretchen! It was the first time we had been out alone in I can't remember how long. We had a wonderful time with just the two of us!

After such a great day, I pretty much just fell into the bed last night. After so many less than perfect days over the past 6 weeks, it was nice to fall asleep with a smile on my face.

Scrambling Eggs

I can't begin to tell you how many eggs I have scrambled over the past 3 or 4 weeks. It is the only thing that helps Becky's stomach in the morning (I haven't blogged about it and I think everyone already knows, but Becky is pregnant and just now beginning her second trimester).

Because of her morning sickness, I get up every day and scramble eggs for her and I also get breakfast for the girls. It has been very trying for me because I hate monotony and yesterday the thought of scrambling eggs just didn't sit well. That was yesterday. This morning as I was scrambling the daily eggs, I just thanked God for my wife and our two little girls and the new life that is growing inside Becky. Who am I to grumble and complain about such a small thing as scrambling eggs every day when God has blessed my life beyond measure.

I am so thankful for Becky, Brannon, Anna, and #3. It is a total privilege to scramble eggs for them every morning. It is amazing how warped our thinking can be when we think selfishly and how grateful our thinking can be when our thoughts turn to others or to all that God has done for us and given us.

Looking forward to scrambling more eggs!

The People of Crossroads

I love the people that make up Crossroads Church! It is such a joy and privilege to have such a wonderful church family to experience life with and to be on mission with. Today was a day filled with visiting with various people from Crossroads and each interaction filled me with great joy and pride. I thank God for each one.

Every conversation I had today with a Crossroader was so cool. It is neat how God has brought us all together for such a time as this. For us to totally experience loving community with one another and to be carrying out His plans and purposes together truly rocks.

Crossroads Church is the best church in West Virginia and it is the most amazing blessing to be a part of it, let alone pastor it.

Thank you God for all the people who are Crossroads Church!

Crossroaders (new word) reading this - You Rock!!!

Racing

Well, I ran in a 5 mile race tonight. It has been awhile since I have raced. I had been wanting to wait until I got a little faster, but I went ahead and entered this race in hopes that it will motivate me to run more in hopes of finally getting faster.

It was a well planned race and I enjoyed the event itself. I had hope to finish in 40 minutes and thought that I would be closer to 41. The hard truth was that I finished in 42:04. Not so great! 30-34 year-old males must be fast cause I didn't beat very many. Of approximately 24 or 25 in my age group I finished around 15th. I am not exactly winning any medals. I fared a little better overall finishing 131st out of 290 people.

It was a fun time and good to be racing again. It certainly accomplished what I wanted it to. It gave me a good hard 5-mile run and helped me to see how slow I have become. I have to use the rest of this summer and fall to get in better shape. I still want to get faster!

Early Ride

This morning I took off on my bicycle. It was a good ride but I think I may have pushed a little too hard. Once, after coming up the Star City hill, I felt weird and like I might pass out so I backed off a little. When I got to Westover and was coming up the two big hills after the bridge, I really kicked it into a high gear and rode hard. I started feeling a little funny again, but instead of backing off, I determined that I was close to home and that if I passed out that it would be OK. When I got home, Becky said I looked like a ghost, but after a few minutes and some protein, my color started to return. When I told Becky the stories about how hard I rode up the hills, she said I was crazy. She said that every time I get home from exercising that when she sees me, it makes her never want to exercise again. Sometimes I wonder if the drive and intensity inside me is a good thing or a bad thing. I guess its both.

Anyway, a good ride even though I am still a little wobbly and I was only out for 44 minutes. It was a good start to the day though.

Endurance!

Endurance requires a lifestyle of intentionality. My last post dealt with my recent lack of running. After I wrote it, I thought of all the time that I waste on frivolous activities and realized that my busyness was not the problem (we sure like to think that it is though). My problem was a lack of intentional living in every area of my life.

I know that when I live intentional in every area of my life (spiritual, physical, relational, ministerial, etc.) that consistency over the long haul is the result. Living with intentionality leads to endurance and perseverance. Living without intentionality or daily purpose in all things leads to laziness and sin.

Check out this amazing call to purpose and perseverance (endurance) that I was reading this morning from the book of Hebrews.

35Therefore, do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward.
36For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God, you may receive what was promised. 37FOR YET IN A VERY LITTLE WHILE, HE WHO IS COMING WILL COME, AND WILL NOT DELAY. 38BUT MY RIGHTEOUS ONE SHALL LIVE BY FAITH; AND IF HE SHRINKS BACK, MY SOUL HAS NO PLEASURE IN HIM.
39But we are not of those who shrink back to destruction, but of those who have faith to the preserving of the soul. Hebrews 10:35-39 (NASB)

Not Running Enough

I finally ran again tonight. It has been 9 days since I last ran. That is ridiculous! Granted, I did ride my bike for 14 miles in those 9 days but still, that is just way too long in between runs. I wanted so bad to get back into race shape this summer. It hasn't happened so far. Planting a church and being a father to young children is so time consuming. It is hard to find the time to run. I have to do better.

Tonight's run was a good one. Not sure how far I ran but I was out for 36:05. The weather was good and I listened to another great Francis Chan sermon. I don't know what is better when I run - the physical exercise or the spiritual refreshment I get from listening to the proclaimed Word of God. It sure is a good combination though!

Tired of Spending

I am so tired of spending money! It seems like every time that I turn around, I am spending money. It gets so old. I wish life were more simple but it seems like with all that we "need" and all that we have going on these days that there is always money being spent.

In the past three days, I have spent money on gas, milk, food (several times), hiking pants, hiking socks, scotch tape, face lotion, clothes for Anna, kids movie rental, kids books (from Goodwill), postage, and a Oreo Blizzard from Dairy Queen. And I know that I will probably be spending more money before the day is out. It is exhausting. When I look at that list, I see so many things that I didn't have to have but others that are there just to live in our culture. It is very hard trying to distinguish between needs and wants in our fast-paced, me-based society. I love all things that make life easy over the past however many thousands of years and at the same time long for something more simple than this culture that we have now.

I don't know if I am making any sense or not. I just know that I am sick of spending money. Maybe it just bothers me how fast it leaves me. Maybe it bothers me that I don't have enough to meet my "wants". Maybe it bothers me that I think I don't have enough to give away. Or maybe it is just a combination of all three. Not real sure. I just know that I would love to go 1 week without spending any money. I wonder if that is even possible in America in 2008? I want to honor Jesus in all of my money spending endeavors. I wonder if He is happy with the way I have spent His money in the past three days?

P.S. When you throw in the money that we spend as a church in addition to my personal spending, I get really sick of watching the money go out. It is all very tiring to me!

WVU FCA

I was never into organized sports when I was in high school and so I was never really drawn to FCA (Fellowship of Christian Athletes) when I was younger. Throughout the past 15 years of ministry, I have just watched and observed FCA from a distance and never got heavily involved.

I/we (Crossroads Church) have been praying for West Virgina University for two years now. We have been asking God to do such an awesome thing at the university that it (WVU) would forever be removed from the top party school list (for the past two years, WVU has been # 1 and and #2 on that list). I/We have also been frustrated because our roll in the evangelization of WVU has not been revealed. I/We have been wondering what we are supposed to do in order to see a spiritual awakening at WVU. I/We have not felt God leading us in any specific direction on the campus of WVU beyond our young people being a Godly, Christian presence to everyone they are around. It has been frustrating to want something so bad and have no direction beyond prayer.

I believe God is answering my/our prayers. Today, I went to a businessman's lunch and met the new offensive line coach for WVU. He spoke on finishing well in regards to our Christian faith and he shared a little bit of how he came to Jesus. He is a great guy, but more importantly, he is in love with Jesus. It encouraged me so much to know the incredible influence that he is having and will continue to have as a coach on the WVU football team. That in conjunction with new FCA director Shawn Frasher's direction and influence is an awesome thing. Shawn and I have recently been taking about all that God is up to through WVU FCA. There is not time or space to tell it all right here, but take my word for it, there are some great things going on and it seems to me that God is rumbling in preparation of doing something big at WVU through FCA.

This is exciting and I want to support Shawn and his team and FCA in general. I want God to do awesome things in Morgantown and at WVU. I am excited that He is using FCA. So I want to be involved with what God is doing and therefore want to support FCA. It is not about Crossroads Church. It is about the Kingdom of God expanding and about lives being changed for the glory of Jesus Christ.

Remember to pray for WVU FCA. Pray for Shawn and his staff (Josh and Courtney). Pray for the WVU coaches and athletes as Shawn, Josh and Courtney attempt to reach them for Jesus. Pray for the coaches and players who already know Jesus - that God would use them to begin a great movement of His Holy Spirit.

This just may be the answer to prayer that I/we have been looking for - the catalyst for a spiritual awakening on the campus of the #1 party school in the nation.

God, come and do a great work at WVU!